This started off as quick thank you to a friend about their motivational response to the last post... got long winded so turning into a blog post....
The freaking circle of violence - fat edition:
your fat so need to exercise > can't exercise because your hurt > your hurt because your fat
I'm well aware of this cycle and how it plays in my life, which is why I'm seeing lots of doctors and getting things on the right tract and not letting this stuff slide... I think this blog plays a big role in how I perceive my progress, while I started a half dozen posts throughout October and November, I didn't get them posted, and I think that hit me psychologically and led to the lapse of posts as well.
I've got prescriptions out the wazoo and referrals to specialists and saw as many as I could the last 2 months and plan to see several more over the next few months to cover the medical issues that are plaguing me.
Despite the obstacles, I'm still as focused and determined as I was, just can't go running when a step makes you want to crumple to the floor 8( I should of also mentioned big projects at work as affecting my class attendance as well.
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