Day 18

Day 18

Still not much of an appetite, starting to think this cough is sinus related - thank you GA for yet another addition to your war on my out of state body. Multivitamins are probably only thing of true nutritional value I've eaten the last few days or even week. Having a giant craving for some feel good peanut butter ramen soup with some sausage eggs carrots and peas cooked into it... (Don't knock it till you try it 8P alot of thin soups I like to use peanut butter to thicken them up with, or i should say used to use...)

Last nights class had what seemed like 50 people, this is getting ridiculous, I looked back at the flyer and it states "looking for 1 group of 25 people", this sounded like 25 people spread across the 8 or 10 classes a week meaning there would be 5-10 of us per class allowing for us to have personalized coaching, not mob coaching that we are getting now. Michelle has been great, but I can tell she's going to end up managing the class than managing us individually. Not to mention we outnumber the available exercise machines for warmups etc or even going in and using the equipment as part of hte class. By my calculations if there are 200 peopl who have paid nearly or will pay nearly $500 for the program, that's $100,000. They need to step it up and disperse the classes, if you look at schools, 30+ students to a teacher is highly frowned on and considered inattentive to individual needs of the students.

Workout went well, I parked my van strategically so I could relieve pressure on my back as much as possible. It sucks, I want to push myself a lot harder and can feel that the rest of my body is capable, but the gripping pain keeps me tending my back so I don't drive into class 7 to 9 pain levels, I don't want to be writhing on the ground in pain. Right now it's almost like i have whole new kind of feel to the pain, it's hurting in different areas more and more - i seem to recall when I first went on disability it being all over my back rather than generalized to my lower back -- Joy 8(